I'm supposed to be productive today... or something. Clean, organize, find things Im looking for, call me mum. But I havent done anything but sit around zoning out and being lazy.
I had a dream last night that I was being chased by someone, somebody I knew, and he was trying to kill me... And at first it was like, he was my friend so I thought he was joking, but then I almost died because he rammed my car into a building and I got injured and so I got really scared. So then the people were yelling at me because I drove into their building and I freaked out screaming that someone was after me so they protected me by hiding me in some fancy spa-type bathroom. It was weird.
Then I had another dream that I was at the beach, and it was the middle of the day I think, but the sky was really dim. And I was sitting by the ocean, and everyone I was with was trying to figure out what it was that wasnt quite right. It was that there were no waves. The ocean was perfectly still. So I reached in the water and found all of these really amazing shells that I wouldnt have been able to find if there were waves. And then the sun started to come up... even though it was the middle of the day already.
I have odd dreams almost every night. I dreamt the other night that I got shot in the arm by a gang, and then had to try and explain it to my mom and was like "Mom, now dont freak out or anything..." It was funny.